Wednesday, September 23, 2009
Monday, September 14, 2009
It’s as if things started to clear up.
I find myself surrounded by people who I thought were important to me
And deep inside i felt the need to be important to them.
But I’m not. Not in the way I thought I was.
Once more the world has shown its real face, the one hidden beneath the plastic and masks of people living their everyday-lies.
It’s not pretty. In fact, it is ugly as hell but at the same time it is so revealing.
The pain truth causes sometimes makes us appreciate the lies that protect us from it, but let’s not be the stupid cowards hiding from reality. I want to face the truth, the pain, the anger and the frustration rather than living in a world of tall tales.
So many people I called friends turned out to be shadows of what a friend should be and I’m at a point where I don’t care anymore.
Things are strating to clear up.
Faster each day.
There’s always truth in untruth and it’s starting to show.
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